Manifesting Magic

0:00[Music]0:08hmm [Music]0:22hi friends welcome back to the manifesting money podcast i am super happy and grateful for my consciousness0:31i'm also happy and grateful for all of my listeners everyone that's listening to this today whether you're old-time listener a new listener welcome welcome0:38welcome but again guys i am so unbelievably happy and grateful for my consciousness and my awareness of my0:46reality and the reason why i say that is because i've been reflecting if you guys haven't already been doing so make sure0:51you're reflecting from the year 2021 i feel like it went by so fast but it's times like this where i really sit0:59still and just listen and just look around and see all of the things that have truly manifested to my reality1:05that i just get so unbelievably grateful that i am aware1:11that i get to co-create that i am aware of my thoughts1:17and aware of the fact that i am not my thoughts and so i'm listening to the book the power of now right now if you1:24haven't already heard it it is so good i'll put a link in the show notes for you guys um i'm a really big audio1:30person in this book you really do have to be present and sit still to listen to it because uh just the tone that it is1:37but i'm telling you it's really really again just brought me back to this place of wow i can't believe four years ago i1:44had no idea that my thoughts created my reality i had no idea that i was a co-creator and i had no idea that i1:51could detach from my mind so a lot of times when people hear about manifestation and mindset they actually1:57want to know how do i stop thinking negatively how do i control my thoughts and in this podcast episode where i am2:04actually getting interviewed i talk about how it's not about controlling your thoughts it's really being2:10conscious and aware that you are not your mind so again this podcast episode is2:17actually something fun that i wanted to share on the podcast where i am actually getting interviewed by beautiful soul2:22who is a spiritual coach based out of new york city which is so amazing so adela i want2:28to thank you for allowing me to share this on my platform as well so again i'm going to be sharing the episode that we2:34did on her podcast but again guys please please please tune in to her podcast i'm gonna actually send or put all of her2:40information in the show notes so you can follow up with her i really appreciate when you send our guest um a dm on2:46instagram so i'll be leaving all of her information down below but again i thought this would be a really fun2:51episode because a lot of times people see things from the outside looking in and they don't know the full story they2:57see all the material things that have manifested but they don't know all of the things that had to shift and all of3:04the hard quote and quote hard because things being hard is just a belief um that had to happen in order3:11for the material things to manifest so i'm really excited that you guys get to hear about my story from day one where3:19it all started how things all shifted and adella did a great job at asking all these questions of how it really applies3:26to your everyday life and how it can apply to your life too so a couple quick announcements before we get to the actual episode is if you are listening3:33to this before december 18th you are listening to this for a reason especially if you are on the west coast3:41so we're actually doing our first live event here in san diego i've been talking about it all over the podcast3:46guys but we are doing a christmas gala and this is going to be an annual thing starting this year so this is again our3:53first live annual christmas gala and the reason why i'm putting this together is because i really just want to connect3:59and collaborate all of the people who've been tuning in to the podcast watching us on tiktok who've supported us via4:05instagram or in our facebook group and when i tell you guys that i get dms where people are just telling me all of4:10these amazing things that have shifted in their life it's amazing but i'm also like ah i want4:16to put you in a community where other people are just having these conversations i truly believe that my first quantum leap happened when i got4:22in a room of people who actually understood the things that i was talking about so it's one thing when you go4:27through the phase of like oh okay so i'm not crazy but it's a whole nother level when you start to again connect and4:33collaborate with people who are like oh so this is how i get to the next level and you start to understand that4:40everybody in your physical reality are people that you've attracted and so again the live energy is unreal and4:46there's somebody that you are supposed to meet at this party there's something that you're supposed to hear and4:52something you're supposed to see that's really really going to shift everything for you so i always always go4:58in with that mentality i'm telling you source meets me halfway so a couple more details about the christmas party we're5:03going to have some giveaways for you guys you guys know that i love giving back to the community we're having some5:09amazing sponsors who are going to be throwing some things in for the people who are there live but also for the virtual too so if you're listening to5:15this right now and you're like oh my gosh that sounds amazing but it's this upcoming saturday and there's no way i'm5:20going to be able to get there then tune into our virtual event so we're doing an hour of the actual christmas gala5:27that's going to be virtual that you guys can tune in live stream and we're going to be doing giveaways specifically for5:33those who are virtual and then there will be specific giveaways for those who are here live so again if you're here5:40live ricardo my last podcast guess i'm so freaking excited he's actually going to be there he's going to be speaking i5:47have donated speaking about law of assumption i have some other surprise guests that i want to bring up to the stage as well but overall guys it's just5:53going to be really fun and i'm just so excited and this is like my end of the year she bank where i'm like thank you5:59universe thank you source like i can't believe what my reality is right now and celebrating and live energy is just such6:05a huge thing so that was the intro that i wanted to give you guys and now let's get into this podcast episode and again6:11i'd really really love to hear what you get out of this please please please tag me and adela um on instagram after you6:18listen and i hope you all enjoy hi anita it is such a pleasure to have you here6:26with us um just for everyone listening my voice is destroyed out of nowhere i don't know6:33why i got this like tiny cold and i like can barely speak but6:39i will tell you that anita and me have been going like back and forward and trying to do this um episode so i just6:46didn't want to make it any longer and we just had to have her here6:51um have her here and so welcome anita how are you i'm awesome and i'm so happy and6:57grateful that you've been that you've been so patient with me i know like we've been like trying to plan no you've7:03been with me as well but honestly i feel like divine timing like yeah we can get upset about those7:09things all day long but it's like everybody was meant to hear this like this exact moment so here we are yeah of7:16course and so um well i was just telling you that i've been listening to some of your7:22uh some of your podcast episodes are really good and i've been you know following you7:28and so you are an expert in manifestation so i know a lot of our7:34listeners will be so happy to hear that from you but um7:39before going there i would can you talk a little bit about yourself who are you7:46why are you here and what is it that you do ah so beautiful yes i mean i say that in7:52my bio i say that in like my intro for my podcast is that i'm an expert at manifesting but so is everybody7:58listening to this right now it's just a belief and i'd like to ingrain that in everybody's head because a lot of times8:04we put other people on the pedestal it's like oh they can do that and it's possible for them but honestly my biggest thing is to set the example that8:11everything and anything is possible if your subconscious mind believes it to be true8:16so a little bit about me my name is anita aguilar i am the host of the manifesting money podcast and it was not8:24originally that podcast that actually started as makeup mentor podcasts so to rewind like way back um8:33i'd say about i like to start when i just started learning about law of attraction and manifestation because i8:40never not believed in manifestation i just simply literally just had no idea what it was i was like what is it how8:46does it work and when i became conscious of it that's when my life changed so there's a lot of8:52people who are listening right now uh who are either just now waking up to it you're like holy crap i had no idea8:59this was even a thing now they're hearing podcasts like this um and then there's people who do know about9:05manifesting and law of attraction your thoughts create your reality and we can create our reality9:11so i like to speak to both audiences so that's why i like to go back so uh it started when i was working five9:18different jobs all at one side five how bad how did you have the energy to do9:26that i did it that's the thing i literally had no way like i look back at it now and i tell people and i'm like9:32seriously how did i do that oh my god so my twin sister i'd like to point this9:37out is that she's like my um she's my rock she's the one that always kept me on track with my bills9:43finances like and just like you know hold me accountable um9:48a lot of times people have that person in their life whether it's a partner maybe it's um9:54a business partner or stuff like that but usually it's like super crazy outgoing and then there's a person who's10:00quote unquote practical brings you down um and then it's the balance of both that really helps but10:06long story short my sister left a deployment and i was by myself and so i just got10:11really into the masculine energy all right i'm gonna work and i'm gonna pay off all my debt and i'm gonna um get my10:18credit score up and i'm gonna you know do all these the things that i want to do start my business10:24and so when my sister left like my idea of being really rich and having a lot of money was just working a lot right10:30because that's like what we've been programmed to believe so monday through friday i would go to my10:37office job which i hated it was so sexist it was like10:42it was so bad um and then i would leave there and i would go home10:49eat really fast uh change my ready for the second one yeah go to my next job and then i would10:56um bartend so i was bartending too so i bartended on the weekends sometimes11:02during the week and if i wasn't doing that i was driving for postmates and then i um11:08once a month i would uh do the army national guard i was military wow11:14and then if i had any other time that's when i did makeup because oh that was what i missed i was going to11:20school for makeup so i would go home i would change go to makeup school for like four hours get done drive for11:27postmates i'm like i'm already out here so might as well do a drive yeah so you were embodying the hustle11:35yeah so mentality well you were just like in the hustle11:40yeah it was it was so bad honestly because i mean like physical energy was one thing you know like11:46getting tired but it was mostly like i got to this point where my my twin sister got back11:53from deployment she had been gone for three months they actually let her come back a little bit early um11:59and i realized that i was in more debt none of my bills were paid on time still12:06i was still late on everything um i obviously was tired i mean exhausted12:13wasn't even the word but like it was mostly because i hadn't been eating like the whole entire time12:18i would just like be so busy that i couldn't eat so i would just eat at work and then i would eat fast food because i12:24didn't have time and then i didn't work out um and12:29you know as soon as i woke up in the morning it was work work work work work look at my phone all this different stuff and so12:36when i got to that breaking point and i realized that one financially i wasn't anywhere i was12:43completely burnt out exhausted which i know there's a lot of people listening to this right now they're like at that point we're like12:50everything else matters except for you which is like the opposite of money12:55of what attracts money so i listen my sister wanted me to listen13:01to a book you are a badass at making money i've13:06heard of it i've never read it oh i even heard that you recommend it13:11oh yes yeah so good so um i listened to the book and in the book13:18there's a story about a girl named anita um13:23i know no way and anita was crazy i love your name by the way oh thank you i love your name13:31like i feel like our names are very similar yeah so13:37in the book um anita was manifesting 60 00013:42to pay off her mortgage so that she could start her own business which is what i wanted to do13:49and so in order to feel comfortable she wanted to quit her job have that paid off and start her business so she's like13:55visualizing the sixty thousand dollars she's putting it everywhere she's getting into the frequency you know14:01learning about law of attraction this is the first time i even heard the words law of attraction and she was laying in her bed14:08and nothing happened and all of a sudden right before she was about to give up14:14she remembered that her grandfather gave her a stock when she was in college i think something like that14:21and she goes to her closet and she goes to go pick it out out of14:26the closet and it's the first box that she picks up and she looks and it's the14:33first paper that's right on top she didn't even have to look for it it was right there so she called the people she didn't know14:39anything about trading stocks how much do i have so how much do i own yeah she's like how do i even do this stuff i14:46don't even know who to call or what to call so she calls the people and the stock sold for 60 thousand dollars to14:53fatigue yeah so that's when everything changed14:58that is that i feel like that's exactly how it feels when you're manifesting on purpose15:05um yeah like it totally feels like that um and and so from that book15:14was was that the first time that you had like a light on the manifestation world15:19and that you were inspired to change the way that you were doing things15:24oh yeah i was obsessed i i couldn't stop listening to that book i obviously listened to the rest of the audible yeah15:30and then i listened to it again i'm the type of person where i listen music wait was that a story like a true story or15:37was that like uh or oh yeah it was a true story yeah it was one of her testimonies but they just15:43changed the names in the book oh that's amazing okay i know right15:48what are the odds for that specific story that it would be yeah yeah and then it was something talking to you it was a15:55message yeah and i and i like i've16:01at the time like i obviously didn't like not believe in god like i was i'm like christian16:07and i'm like going to church no way how long ago was this because that's like a big shift16:13i know chills when you said that um that was like three no maybe like four16:19years ago now that is fast i know yeah so16:25thank you for following that path and you know given such a good example to16:30inspire so many of us to be honest it's so scary there's so many things that i was so scared of and16:36still scared of now and i think that it's very important for me to be vulnerable about my fears and the things16:41that i'm going through because one yes the material things are just material16:46things and it's like the more material things that manifest the deeper the subconscious roots their beliefs go16:53and so um i'll get into that later but it was just like so much that had i had to work on and17:00yeah but the consciousness was the first part was just really like it is tough work17:06like some people think that we're playing or something or or that yeah you know17:12it's like fun but it is it is hard work and i don't mean it like hard work it's just a lot of energy that goes through17:19the process of really of of reprogramming and really changing those beliefs17:25um um i don't even know where to go from here17:30but yes i do okay so you were in that part of your life so you basically had like a 180 shift17:37did you know before that what type of business you wanted to open yeah so i actually wanted to do makeup17:44oh yeah because you were going to school for that yeah and it's kind of one of those things where you say17:50i want to do makeup full time and then universe is like okay you want to quit all these jobs and then some of them i17:56quit on my own i will i will say that but i'm telling you as soon as i said that the18:02universe universe was like this is what you wanted it's so scary at first because like i18:09said i was driving for postmates my car broke down four times one month thank18:14god that you say this because in one of your episodes you were mentioning how it18:19is actually something good when things that we perceive as not good happen18:25can you and i imagine this is an ex like an example of that18:31yeah so you know really like when i first started seeing it was18:36like again the specific part of the story where i'm talking about like all of those jobs18:41just started like one after another like fell off so one of the first one i quit was actually18:47the office job which guys i was making 300 a week and i was so scared to leave there i was working18:5325 hours 300 a week and i like to say numbers because it's like yeah18:59it's real yeah and i can really identify with it19:05so i quit the office job um and then i was like okay i can bartend19:11and i can drive if you have a backup plan like did you know where you were going to you thought you were going to19:16complement that uh income with your other jobs with the uh yeah attending yeah yeah cause i still had bartending19:22and i still had postmates and i was still building my makeup like i didn't need a certification to do makeup either19:28mind you um i just didn't have any clients so i was like okay i can still do these19:34two and then my bartending job i'm working like one of the biggest bars that they had19:40um most money i've ever made in one day i was about like 800 i made19:46i've never made that much in one day and all of my money from my drawer19:52got stolen what so what happened is that we we have to like put the money in a bag19:59and then we take it up to the office and we count it so that way you know they take their money i take mine20:04and i dropped the bag and somebody that worked there took it20:09no way you didn't and i like upset from this story yeah i was working from like20:16i opened so 10 a.m and now it's like i would have got off at like two but now20:22it's like 4 00 a.m because we're still looking around for this bag everybody feels so bad for me and so the next day20:28they're pretty much like look anita you can either pay it back or you can quit there was no cameras20:35which is so dumb but whatever you know you can get mad in the situation pay the money that you were stolen yeah oh20:41my god and honestly if it wasn't like if like nobody else was there besides20:47employees like if it wasn't if it was a different situation like a customer would have took in it would have been20:52different but i was like right i can't trust anybody that works here you know what i mean yeah and so then i20:58was like obviously i quit and that's when things started to take off for me like makeup21:04wise um but notice how i had to physically release those things in order to have this new21:11manifestation is that is that like a part of the process of manifestation21:17like do you have to because some people are like do i have to like why why can't i just carry all the world on my troll21:24on my shoulders and add an extra thing yeah well that's the thing is that you're you you can say21:31um i want more i want more makeup jobs i want more makeup jobs i want my makeup jumps but what i was actually saying21:38at the time because i was working weekends right if everybody's booking makeup on the weekends and i'm picking21:44up a bartending shift because i'm not booked yet what i'm telling the universe is21:50that i don't believe that i'm going to get booked so that's why i'm picking up a bartending shift like if i believed i21:56was going to get booked i want to be working and so a lot of people they can't see that before it actually happens and they22:03think oh when i get booked that's when i'll stop working nope nope nope it's the other way around22:09and so then my car started to break down and when i wasn't driving for postmates i was working on myself and i was22:15working on my makeup business so it's just the same thing over and over again like work it's like it's like universe is22:22giving you little hints of like we're showing you what to work on you just gotta do it you know yeah yeah and you22:28were inspired by it also yeah it was i mean it was so hard22:33honestly i think it was so hard because nobody in my energy22:39knew what i was talking about yeah that must be so hard like for me from your story one of the hardest things is going22:46so fast from you um we're christian and like christianity22:52has nothing wrong with it like no religion does it's just that usually22:57like you know it manifestation is not a topic there so that means like all of the23:02people that you were surrounded with like it's like a lot of changing so how like did you ended up doing23:09makeup did you do the transition how did you get to this manifestation world um of course like you were23:16starting to know more about it and get more um inspired from it but how did you find23:23you know basically your passion for this and decided that this is what we were going23:28to do honestly the biggest shift started to happen23:34like when i was still in virginia that's where i was living at the time when i first became woke i like to like23:39is that when i woke up at the time that you grew up um no i'm actually from nebraska oh okay yep so i23:46moved there and i was 18 maybe 19 i can't remember and yeah i23:53was planning to move to california so my twin was in the navy she was going to get stationed there and i was like okay i'm just going to go23:59with her here's my opportunity and that's when things got really hard like again my car kept breaking down i24:05physically couldn't get another job why do cars break down i swear i went through that same stage like in college24:13and went out in the you know at the beginning when i graduated it was like two years of my car literally just24:19breaking down all the time and you just can't control it and i know so many other people that have gone24:25through the same thing like why this why do you think that your energy i always wanted to know like why does your energy24:31like why why are you attracting that like what is it representing i honestly think it's a test um24:39you know because especially when it comes to money and i understand this a lot more now than i did then24:44but um like if you're not in the state of gratitude for what you24:51have now then you physically can't attract more like there's there's no way like think24:57of it as this like it's christmas right now and i'm like hey adella i have a really really nice25:03beautiful christmas present that you've been thinking about that you've been asking for i've been seeing you post about it and then i give it to you25:11and then you just don't say anything you're just like okay no thank you no excitement no joy like25:18you don't even acknowledge it and so this wasn't what i was thinking about25:25and then or maybe it came like a different way that we wanted it to right25:30and it's like well why would you want to give that person more gifts if they weren't25:36grateful and gratitude you know in this place of receiving and so when you think25:41of every single thing especially when it comes to money as that that specific search25:47um scenario that is when you'll start to operate at a higher frequency25:53and so again if you're in a place where like your car breaking down is the end of the world right so you really have to26:00think about even thinking people who are in like third world countries right now like you wouldn't be complaining about a26:05car problem if you didn't have a car you know you paying the deductible like i didn't26:12physically have the money for my deductible when i got a car in accident26:18but i was very grateful that i had people who physically had the money because think about that that's even a26:23manifestation like can you call somebody who has that money to help you26:29because it's it's one thing when people say yes or no that's a that's a manifestation on its26:34own but like actually having the resources is like you know whether it's you your credit26:41card somebody who's helping you grandparents like i've always always just seen stuff in that light and26:48showed gratitude and be like wow money really is always here for me when i need it yeah um26:54so yeah it was a test because what would happen is that i would27:00manifest money and then it would be the exact amount that i needed for that car problem27:06and then i'd go back to where i started and i would get so mad and i was getting in the same situation over and over27:12again because i wasn't using gratitude that i even had the money but then i realized um this is after like a month after i27:20invested into my first course the manifestation babe that i realized that that's why that27:27money showed up like that money wouldn't have showed up in my life if that car like that's the reason why the27:33money showed up and i didn't know it at the time and i just also wasn't operating at the27:39same frequency as the money right because like to me i was still somebody who only made27:45two thousand dollars a month and me trying to operate as someone who made five thousand or ten thousand dollars a27:51month like i was still stingy with my money i was still scared to spend it you know it27:57was just so many things i didn't realize how i was blocking my own blessings mm-hmm yes28:03wow so that makes a lot of sense i feel like a lot of28:08people like in general us we go through all of those stages and28:15i know it takes a lot of time to identify them you know and like of28:21course this is this is your work you know this is what you do um and so28:27and so for a lot of people i know i've been there myself where you get stuck in a level for28:34five years you know more years so why is that like when is that when is it28:40that we can actually make like that breakthrough and i guess like in that time in your life you were being tested28:48um the universe was like anita so you're saying you want something more right you28:53want it so here it is so let's see and and but at the time you probably like did not know what was going on and29:01through that experience you were figuring it out and so what was the like which was like29:08could you identify a moment or do you feel it was just a lot of moments um that took you to a29:15place where you feel like you could actually like break from that anita that earned two thousand29:23dollars and wasn't that into like really operating from another level and just29:30embodying a different version of yourself yeah oh my gosh that's a good question29:36um so there's definitely a lot of little ones but i like kind of piece together like the big pivotal moments so if29:43you're ever in a place where you feel like oh my gosh this is rock29:48bottom i have no money i have nobody that supports me i hate where i live i29:54don't know where to start yeah like i don't know what to do yes you do you're the only person29:59um then it's just a sign that you are playing too small so i have a podcast episode it's called burnt30:06out or what to do when you're burnt out and this is what i talk about on it but it's like the reason why you feel like30:11that and the reason why your whole reality is like that is because those things in your reality are30:16no longer serving you so people places and things so uh so again i've learned this from my30:22own experience but also like when i look back at every single person i've interviewed interviews i've watched30:29breaking down like books and stories so when i moved like physically moved to30:35san diego which is where i'm at now right um beautiful cindy was so beautiful it's so beautiful and i really30:42wanted to move here and i wrote about it forever i would journal about it visualize it30:48every single thing that i wanted manifested in one week30:54one week one week but it i was so scared of moving here i31:00was so scared of all these different things but i was like i just gotta [ __ ] do it i literally don't even31:06have a choice like i just gotta do it yeah like even the money to physically get here31:11manifested one week before i left um so31:17what i've learned throughout that process like what happened is i wanted to i said i wanted to do makeup full-time i wanted to be around people31:23who understood like what i was talking about um and then31:29our house we didn't physically have anywhere to live yet either literally why do you say our31:35oh my my twin sister and i oh okay yeah31:40um so when we came out here uh wait you have a twin sister yeah all31:46right just now i don't know if you mentioned that before but wow she's your twin that's amazing yeah she's my we're31:54two peds in a pod we're i mean we're separating this year which is gonna be super hard but it's very essential for32:00the twin process i believe yeah we're 26 i think32:05it's time it's time it's not but it is everybody's like are you guys gonna live32:10together when you're married and i'm like yes but um32:16anyway so i moved here uh as i was physically driving to california i got hired to do full-time32:24freelancing for makeup and32:29what else happened oh my sister got the place because she went to came here before i did32:34my sister physically got a location which was it was a crazy story how it's like one of those things of like holy32:42crap we're so lucky because the people who lived at our apartment they had to get out of their lease early so we32:48didn't have to pay the deposit we just got to move in right away which is also crazy32:54um and then my neighbor just so happened to run all of the fashion shows in san33:00diego and then the first week that i was um here33:05i was doing makeup for tv and i get there i said something like i said something33:12about law of attraction yeah and i just specifically remember someone saying yeah law of attraction your thoughts33:19create your reality duh and i was like everybody knows about these fears33:26that's why i say california is a different energy because like people are very conscious and aware here33:33but yeah so what i've learned throughout that process is that i released a place33:38that was no longer serving me virginia wasn't bad i actually really loved my house it was like my first time having33:44like a like an actual house um so i had to let go of that the physical33:50place a lot of friends that weren't serving me anymore you know again they weren't bad33:55they just weren't on the same track that i was on yeah um34:00and physical things too like i got rid of like all my stuff right i'm moving across the country34:07and so that's that's what i've really pulled together with my story and then when i got into the34:12manifestation babe academy because like before i came here i was like [ __ ] it i'm going all in i don't care how much34:17money i got to spend i don't care what i gotta do i don't care how far i gotta drive i'm gonna do whatever it takes and so that's when i34:24invested into my first course and so when i was here you know i didn't have any distractions34:30it was like me work celebrating it was like vacation the first three months i was here34:36and it was just like this this time where i really got to learn about myself34:41and saying what is the need which i feel like it's so important yeah so so important and it's like so34:48important because it's like if you're saying okay well my sister's like or like let34:54me use a spouse like i i like to use this as an example like you have a spouse and you're like okay it's their day off35:00work yeah so it's not necessarily your day off work it's like hour day off work what do they want to do and all this35:06different stuff so even little stuff like that you're asking someone where they want to go eat or what you know what do you want to do35:12you're you're like picking and pulling all of these little things from your like soul35:17and that's when you start to get mad over the remote because honestly your soul is like i need to be alone i need35:24to recharge i need to find out who i am yeah and i just get so sad because so many people they don't when they're not35:29conscious of it and then they don't know how to like you know come back to themselves35:35no and i even and i even feel that for people that want to connect to their intuition it's essential like of course35:42i need my alone time but it is in those times it's like a i35:48feel like it's another type of meditation so when you're by yourself and you're35:53just doing things that they're very automatic and if for you for example35:58driving walking you know washing the dishes i feel it's a moment36:05um where you're not really controlling from your mind and you're you're in touch with that36:11awareness with that divine power and it's in those moments that you're really36:16being guided because you're open um to those messages you know you don't36:22you don't really have all those blocks and so i feel that it's in those moments when you're like36:28ah i want this i need this like this is my next step or36:33i i haven't even realized it i realized that i've been so upset about this so36:38it's it's something very essential for us to get in touch with ourselves so you were in basically a retreat of36:46immersion with with yourself for three months right yes oh my gosh i love what you just said36:54i like how you said that it's a form of meditation because it is because everybody thinks meditation is always like you know yeah silence is one thing37:03but guided meditations are another thing but i think what you just said is the most important like37:09when you're like disconnected from your mind and really in tune with your body you know yeah37:14you're just like not even not even thinking like you're just being like37:21we all feel it yeah and that's what i've noticed lately because like especially when you37:27manifest a lot of material things and then you're like you don't feel anything have you ever felt like that where you manifested37:33material and then you found them yes when i manifested like a lot of the things that i had been wanting to all at37:39once after that it came like an emptiness i was like wait wait so so what was all37:47this about and then you start realizing oh so it's not about the material things like those are nice37:53but after that i feel like i started um value and so much more38:00living in purpose so i was like so this is just like something extra it's something nice to have38:07but you know like what really makes me happy it's basically like38:13experiencing myself and having a purpose of being of service like okay that's what really fills me up38:19and yeah it's scary i feel like those moments are scary and it's also something that i have38:25that i had to reprogram because i know that sometimes i block38:31um certain material things because i i like i remember the emptiness that i felt38:38oh that's so good this never ends this work never ends it38:43just gets deeper and deeper yeah yeah yeah i think jim carrey says that he's38:49like i want everybody to manifest the money and the material things so that they realize that they don't matter38:54yeah like it's it's nice to have of course it's nice to have but then you39:00understand that it is not about that and i know i know because i know people that have it all39:06materially and you know that doesn't um39:12i was listening to a podcast the other day about oprah like it was very i think i shared it even in instagram it's very39:20intuitively i was like what i i haven't heard this podcast in years because it's just like the same amount of episodes39:26and i heard um paulo coelho talking i don't know if you've ever heard that39:32episode or that podcast but it was really inspiring it was just saying how39:37we all have dreams um you know and we come with those dreams and i was like do you think you39:43know that some people forget about them and it's like no no one forgets about them it's just that we like shut them up and those dreams39:50are our potential of what we can you know be in this in this lifetime39:57and we shot that part of us down with different things and one of those things40:04can be with material things so it's when we experience that void when we're like40:09i need something and then you just like fill it up with material to kind of like forget about it but then that part of40:16you like knocks again because it is not about that so of course like material things are really nice um it is like a40:24big blessing it is a vehicle for sure but we are here for something much much40:31much deeper than that and like our purpose will always come to light if we40:36let it oh so good i love this topic and i like how40:41you said the work never stuff because it really doesn't yeah yeah so40:46so going back because i feel like we're gonna end up talking about everything here so we were just talking about so you40:53were in this stage in your life when you were you know you had the opportunity which is beautiful40:59to have three months for yourself you never value that as much as when41:05you're a mom so i have a daughter she's 19 months old and i had never valued so much like41:12being able to eat a meal by yourself it's like those 30 minutes are41:18sacred and so you know that's the beauty of duality of course that we get to experience all41:25these differences uh and and in that experience we get to appreciate them41:30but you had that that opportunity that not a lot of people have and it's not because41:36they can't have it we can all have it but sometimes it's because we don't we don't open ourselves41:41you know to to to to those experiences you have three months for yourself to41:48figure out what you wanted to do or to like start developing new dreams within yourself41:55and what did you discover in those three months oh my gosh um honestly i tapped more42:01into what we're talking about now and it's like the more that i tapped into it myself the more people i started to42:07attract who are operating at the same frequency and then you just start to meet like wow like i just met the most amazing people42:14and that's what led me to start in my podcast is because i was like having conversations like this guys like in a42:20coffee shop like i would literally be in coffee shops with people for like five hours42:25oh my god i know what else time stops it doesn't even exist right42:31like nothing else mattered and honestly what i've been realizing because i'm i was also really known and42:37i still am like the party person like hey let's go out let's have a look good time with celery i love your energy like42:42your energy is like super um like you're just like a happy person42:48and so it's interesting having that mix um with like your spirituality being open42:53yeah and that was the thing too it's like i realized every time i would go out because some friends i would go out42:59with and they're like let's go find the coolest bar or whatever you know yeah the most good looking guy in the43:05bar but i realized that i'm that person that always like wanders off and like has43:10conversations with the random people that everyone's like where's i need him because i was always looking for that43:16connection that i was getting in the coffee shops and so we were talking about that void that you feel when you get the material things and again guys43:22we're not saying don't get the material things we're saying like you have to go through that process of like okay43:29have a goal hit the goal realize nothing's internally changed and then that's when you go through the new shift43:36and i think when i went through that shift that's why i felt so lonely again because again a lot of43:41people knew about manifestation that like it wasn't that part anymore i just didn't have a43:48lot of people who were like following through manifesting the things that they want43:53and then oh it's 11 11 right now well not for me it's 2 11.44:00so then i went through a new shift where i was like okay and then the people people in44:06my life start to drop off again or if there's resistance and now i'm getting resistance like i44:13think this is when covet hit when everything starts shifting again yeah with um like with with um each up44:19leveling it comes new challenges right and yeah and with what anita was saying i44:26just want to say yes 100 like with what we were talking about please44:31don't think like oh then i don't need money no believe me like you want to go in and have that and get that um44:37because that is you know part of you being able to really get into your purpose so so yes let's not block that44:45because i am a big believer that money is important it um44:50when you're blocking it you don't want to do that so so44:56um we were just in the part of i like lost my my thought for a second yeah no so i45:03um again the universe put something in my mind oh yeah about the challenges45:08yeah this is how i feel like a lot of the process of conscious manifestation looks like45:14so you you know do your inner work you have that um45:19you have you do that guided uh take like take action basically45:26divine action from god so you take action from basically divine45:33guidance and so you end up in a new place in the unknown and then you have to again45:40see other sets of challenges but each time that you up level it's like this new you45:48and it feels amazing and it's just like you're expanding so this is was this where you were45:55um in that moment so you're like finally you know like you've wanted to be in san diego for so long and then you're there46:03and you're seeing a new you and you're like okay this doesn't fit in46:08my life anymore and this does and so you were still doing makeup at that time right46:14yep so i was still doing makeup i had makeup mentor podcasts when covet hit i started teaching about makeup which was46:20a whole new shift for me right because i physically couldn't do makeup anymore and so that's when again46:27universe was like you said you want to do this such um and then so when i started receiving46:33money for coaching and mentoring that was a whole nother shift because i was like46:38i didn't feel worthy of receiving it and i was like well if they don't manifest money because i didn't46:44understand why people weren't getting the results that i got when i manifest when i invested in courses46:50and what was that it's because of their beliefs and their subconscious mind right and honestly what is money46:59has to do with worthiness it has to do with everything47:04right that's the right answer it has to do everything with worthiness yeah it really does like a lot of people47:10don't understand that like like if you not having enough money for rent47:16has nothing to do with rent you not having enough money for you to go out on the weekends or go on vacation or all47:23this stuff it has nothing to do with money it has absolutely nothing to do with money and that's why i work with47:28people who are struggling to get money but i also work with people who have money and are scared to spend it47:35because again um it all boils down to worthiness and all of the beliefs that47:40you have about the world yourself love and money have developed ever since47:46you are a baby up until you're seven years old and so the work again is to go back to those47:52times okay what was said that made me believe that i don't have enough money so i talk47:58about this story a lot is that um i did a hypnosis session48:03and it took me back to a time when i was five years old and i48:09actually let me tell this other story because i like this other one better because i've always known i want to be a millionaire and i always know that i48:15want to have a lot of money but i didn't know why until i went back to this hypnosis session so she actually took me48:21back when i was a baby i was a baby in a baby carriage and i had my dad had us48:26my twin sister and i and we were at the horse races and like all the tvs you know48:32like in this vision i can see all the tvs and i can see my dad like watching the horse races48:39and he was betting money and he was losing and he was very mad and you know how48:45people have mad vibrations you can physically feel it and i was crying and he didn't attend to me48:51because he was losing and so i developed the belief that money48:57was more important than me and if money was more important than me then i wasn't worthy49:04oh and so that's where that deep rooted subconscious belief about money actually came like why i was like okay i want to49:10be rich i want to be rich i'm surprised you could you could see that deep into a hypnosis49:17it is crazy how old were you like you were a baby a baby yeah that's insane49:23and a lot of people like some people have like when they do this session so i actually have this for all my one-on-one49:28coaching like it's like essential but just because of how much it changed my life yeah um49:34so yeah that's like deep rooted into your subconscious mind and so usually she takes you back either to49:41those times sometimes it's times when you're in the womb like let's say that you are like your mom was49:47struggling and you had no idea like those beliefs are still getting developed right49:53and sometimes they even take you back to past lives and like one of my 101 coaching clients49:58um last week told us how they took her to a past life and yeah they're so deep-rooted you50:06don't understand how much us doing the work now is like changing generations and generations50:11yep totally totally totally wow so so it was like during this moment that50:18you know like after covet and everything um that you basically50:23went fully in um into into50:28the world of manifestation and and i saw that you're big on tick50:34tock by the way how did that happen how did you manifest that was that was it on purpose or no50:41well i will say that um like50:46when i started coaching and like coaching makeup artists like i didn't go all in on that because honestly there's50:52still so much resistance not only believing in myself but it was hard it was just me i was50:57learning email marketing i was learning social media my own launches and51:04it's actually when i actually went back to work i started working an office job again51:11um which i did manifest that job and i needed to see to not only learn about51:16physically running an office but i needed to learn the essentials of51:23building a team and that's what i like universe was like you this is why we're placing you here and i'm like okay51:29um so anyway i got in i got connected with a beautiful soul her name is kathleen51:36cameron and i found her own tick tock after one of my videos blew up about manifesting money this is before i was51:42talking about manifesting money on my tick tock i was actually just talking more about you know for a makeup artist51:47attracting makeup artist yeah and even though my podcast was only talking about manifestation51:53yeah um so obviously your interest and that's another thing that i always um52:02say in this in this podcast and just to the people that i know in general it is like why is it so hard to follow52:10the things that interest us we have like a a lot of times when it's things that are not52:16you know valued by society it is hard for us sometimes to accept them and follow them and if we only knew that in52:23following or literally natural interests whatever sparks us joy52:29it's like um where we will find the things that we're looking for so like for you of52:34course of course you liked makeup and i'm sure you still like it and your makeup is beautiful52:42but your biggest passion was like in manifestation and52:50and reprogramming and healing and the energy world so um52:56of course it probably took a little message from the universe to like guide you towards it53:02lots of messages oh my gosh yes because when i interviewed kathleen i realized that i was trying to prove to53:08her that i knew what she was talking about like she went from 3 000 a month to over three hundred thousand dollars a53:14month teaching exactly what i was teaching everybody the only difference was that she was living it uh-huh53:22and so i ended up quitting my office job i put my six weeks in um53:28so i quit the office job i launched a new program the 31 days of abundance and i went to go visit my sister right53:35everything that i would be doing if i was living my most abundant life you know and i always follow through even53:41though when things get rocky and you're like holy [ __ ] i don't even know how i'm gonna make this happen anymore53:46so i launched the program i went to go visit my sister i like stopped making sales like because53:54i had a three-day workshop and then the 31 days of abundance um so the three day was 30 dollars and54:00the 31 day was 300 so i was like okay well all i need to do is sell at least 130 days a month or a54:07week um to replace this office job but i didn't make any sales and i was54:13like oh you know it's kind of freaking out and i was like okay gotta pay rent i54:18gotta pay insta podcast my podcasting you're right i gotta pay my virtual assistant who i had for fifteen dollars54:24an hour um and like all the fears are coming up and54:29then kathleen comes along and i did her workshop54:34and that's when i was like oh i'm playing too small i'm not going big54:40enough and so i actually um i actually invested into her diamond54:46academy to be a certified coach with her um and mind you guys like again i54:52physically didn't have like my credit score wasn't high enough to get approved for a loan to to join kathleen's program54:57because i think it was like i don't know if i can give exact numbers but it was like 15 000 and i was like55:03okay i don't care how i get i don't care how i get the money i just need to get it and get in you know55:09and so i actually asked my mom to get the loan for me55:14um and i could pay off the loans you feel scared doing that i did55:20but i also knew she would say yes and it was so crazy because it was like55:26i knew exactly what i needed to do and this is another part where you guys get to and you're like i don't know what to55:32do imagine knowing what you need to do you just got to do it you're like [ __ ] i don't want to do it so how do you know55:38what you want to do do you think it's like a something that intuitively like you're pulled towards55:46to and you know sometimes like your mind just doesn't want to accept it or because yeah a lot of people are like i55:52don't know i'm stuck what's the next step i don't know so if you don't know what to do what i55:58always do i mean i was just teaching the same technique that i tell everybody which was how much money56:05when do you need to buy what are all the possible ways that you can get it and you do the ways that the money can56:11come to you like on a physical level like asking my mom came like56:18was on that list selling when i went coaching for ten thousand dollars was on that list56:23um what else was on there i had a couple other things too but56:30and then i exhausted that list all the things that were on that list i was like okay i gotta go through all these things and universe is gonna meet me halfway56:37but i gotta i gotta like do my part right yeah yeah and so56:43long story short even when i got my mom said yes we got approved for the loan i had to like56:48there was still so much physical resistance of like now my problem wasn't having the money i was like physically56:54trying to transfer the money from her account to my account like there's fees and like these are problems you don't56:59even think about when it comes like this time out of money yeah so long story short i finally paid for the course57:07and mind you i still don't know how i'm gonna pay rent i don't know how i'm to pay my team everything's due by the end57:13of the week and i was going to vegas to talk about manifestation57:18and so i just paid it and i was like okay relax watch tv57:25just chill out anita yeah and then the next day i was running around doing errands57:31and there was a girl who i never even met before who made a video about how she manifested57:40a new job a scholarship all these opportunities and i do edit it57:47in the video got a million views no way and for the first time ever my57:54sales were like like i was making sales with my58:00three-day workshop but it wasn't like this and i was like and i manifested i think58:06two thousand dollars in this one day yeah and i was like oh58:12okay this is kind of this is the right path so long story short i still go to vegas58:18yeah and i'm speaking on stage and i'm like calling people out i'm like acting58:24like i'm the shoes it was so fun for me um yeah it just really really helped me58:30embody like i'm doing this i'm doing this and then i got off stage58:36and my 31 days of abundance was like taking all the time58:42no but i was just like crying overwhelming because the sales were one thing the money is58:49one thing but like the amount of testimonies that i had in my dms like58:54this changed my life this changed my life just changed like i literally had someone and i don't talk about this59:00like on any of my platforms because i don't want people to think they can join my courses and like i don't want people59:05to join for the money like i'm gonna manifest what they manifest right um she manifested twenty thousand dollars59:12in three days and i was like ah and she was my first client that i had that was like okay i59:20got the money but i don't feel worthy of receiving it i don't feel like59:25i don't feel like i can spend it i'm scared to spend it and that's why i made the 31 days of abundance and so she was59:32really like a really good testimony for like oh okay so now this is the new level59:39so honestly that's when everything changed and the one thing i want to point out that i realized59:44is that i was already living like i would go through that process and that's why i would like59:50manifest the things that i wanted then i would go back to where i started like i'd release people places and things59:55every time i wanted more money or every time i launched and then i would have some big goals1:00:00finish the goals but then there's still things that i didn't follow through with1:00:06and i noticed with kathleen's course because the first time i heard about it i was excited i was motivated but i1:00:12didn't make the decision i didn't i wasn't willing to do whatever it took you know yeah1:00:17and i realized it had nothing to do with the course the course is amazing yeah her material is amazing the energy is1:00:22amazing but it was mostly me it was me getting really excited motivated but not1:00:28following through and it was just this vicious cycle that i was in over and over and over and over1:00:34again and so when i broke that cycle i attracted other people who were also1:00:41breaking that cycle and that's why my sales went viral wow i love your story on so many levels1:00:49because one i feel it is so relatable two1:00:54i feel like it just like explains to so many of us1:00:59the same cycles that we go through and that you know all the lies that we1:01:05tell ourselves because maybe we don't we don't want to show that courage that1:01:12we do have inside of us to get to that next level and1:01:17we're scared that's that's the reason like we're scared and what you did it1:01:23took so much courage not once not twice many times doing it over again over1:01:29again and over again and i know that a lot of people are so afraid of failing you know like failing and having1:01:36really bad results and doing something um that can change their lives not for the1:01:43good but for the bad and i always feel that when you're on your right path like the1:01:50universe god will never ever ever drop you ever and1:01:57if you are in the first place acting from fear which it would be let's say1:02:02that you're really attracted to this world but you're like no i said that i was going to succeed in1:02:09makeup and you know because of another belief you have that1:02:14you're not worthy of doing something that makes you happy and that you have to stay with your first choice i don't1:02:20know we're so full of them yeah that's when you encounter in the1:02:25future a result that you didn't want to but when you're in your purpose you're doing what lights you up1:02:31there's no way like simply as simple as that there's no way that the universe will will um you know1:02:38like drop you and you will always get what you asked or something better1:02:45so i am so excited that you have shared with the with us your story i feel it is1:02:52very uplifting and inspiring and so what would you tell1:02:59um you know people that are on the journey that you were and1:03:04and um you know what can they start doing like what what would you tell them like where can they start1:03:11to really change their lives and finally connect to those goals that they want and deserve1:03:20so good everything that you just said is so good um i'm a really big step-by-step process1:03:26type of person so i like to give step-by-step process i'm like if i could look back and be like oh my gosh i wish1:03:32someone would have told me just do those things so the first thing is to1:03:40get super clear on what you want right and the fastest way to get clear on what you want1:03:45is to get clear on what you don't want like everything in your life right now even if it's not bad guys this is the1:03:52hardest part where a lot of people get stuck because it's like like for example my apartment i love my apartment i'd1:03:57like really i just wrote a review about this place the other day and i was like man i'm really sad that i'm leaving here1:04:03but like i can tell it's no longer serving me because of it the way that i physically feel when i get here i'm like1:04:09darn it now's the time i gotta move and so it may be like a physical place it may be1:04:16like a workplace it may be people in your life um get super clear on what's no longer1:04:22serving you about that job how much money like like get specific on numbers too1:04:28and then so write all the little things that you don't want and then on the opposite side write all1:04:33the things just the complete opposite of what you do want right like i don't want a job that pays1:04:39me every week i want a job that pays me every single day this amount of money you know1:04:44and so then the second step is to release so it's all about1:04:50especially when it comes to quantum leaping and you're like holy [ __ ] i just went from this to that in a matter of months1:04:55it's like always a process of how fast can you release how fast can you release so again people places and things now1:05:01you're conscious of the things that are blocking you right yeah so1:05:07releasing those things and then the third step1:05:12is to um just follow through so like get clear1:05:19make a plan yes you are gonna make a plan of how it's possible and i know a lot of people say don't worry about the1:05:25house we've been programmed to believe like and worry about the how for so long1:05:30so it's a process when your brain can physically see okay i could do that i could sell this i1:05:37could make this course and i could make this amount of money yeah like your plan is never going to go the way that you1:05:43think it is just like how mine never went the way that i thought it was but when you follow through and you do the1:05:49things and you meet the manifestation halfway it will always manifest and things will1:05:56physically shift that's why they call it shifting guys because things are shifting and they're moving and it looks1:06:02like adversity but really those things are so essential to happen and fall out1:06:08of place just like how all my money got stolen from my drawer my car broke down1:06:14so once you're conscious of that and you're like oh this is a good sign nice try testing me1:06:20um that's when things really really start to again shift in1:06:26your reality so think from that abundant mindset of what you'd be doing if you already had the money and don't manifest1:06:33the money manifest the things that you'd be doing with the money and that's when the money comes oh1:06:39i love it anita how can people connect with you and work with you1:06:45yay so wait when is this coming out i'm trying to think of what we got going on right now uh1:06:51probably next week next week okay1:06:56so i don't know maybe even today well if any well if anyone's listening1:07:02to this before december 18th um we're having a christmas party encounter i'll release it today i'll release it today1:07:09oh my gosh yeah we're having a christmas party in california this is my biggest manifestation and it's so hard for me1:07:16because it has nothing to do with courses and i'm like again shifting my mindset all over again i'm like are people gonna come1:07:23but yeah we're having this really huge christmas party and it's like kind of like1:07:28for people who've just blown up on tick-tock i mean not necessarily just tick-tock people but like getting out1:07:35there sharing their manifestations some giveaways fun stuff1:07:40there yeah so if anybody's like listening to this before then you're in california guys please please please1:07:46message me on instagram i'll give you a specific code so that you guys can have some money off your tickets but1:07:52we just really want to see you there um and then other than that you can find me on again instagram1:07:58manifestingmoneypodcast ticktalk is where i post the most and i'm live the most1:08:03and then you can also um find us on youtube we just barely started posting on youtube manifesting1:08:10money podcast perfect anita it was like a big big big pleasure having you1:08:18here um it's been so much fun this conversation i feel like we could talk1:08:24for a couple more hours no problem thank you thank you so much for taking the time i'm sure everyone is going to1:08:32love this episode because truly there's a lot of gold in here1:08:37thank you so much for sharing with us your knowledge your story um i will be following you and1:08:46i i'm just wishing for you you know so much success with everything that you're doing thank you for lighting up the1:08:53world and inspiring us so and for everyone thank you for listening1:08:58and we'll see you guys on the next episode i love bye1:09:09youEnglish (auto-generated)

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